we got our results back for a test. i got a good result Alhamdullilah but this other girl did not and she started crying. I started laughing at her crying, not so much out of spite of her bad grade, but her crying just made me laugh. I know it was wrong, i should have controlled myself. Also, please bear in mind this was not really normal of me to laugh at someone crying. Now i am scared i had some pride in my heart, because i got better than her. I also might have been thinking that because of all my recent good grades, in somehow immune of getting bad. I forgot Allah is the one giving her the bad grade and giving me the good grade, and in a split second the roles would be reversed and i would be getting bad grades. I am ashamed of thinking this way, especially as i did not even thinking i did particularly well in my test, i just prayed a lot. Allah saved me as well because lots and lots of people who get so much better than me got bad and i still did good. I am quite guilty of laughing at her, how can i best ask for Allah’s forgiveness. I am scared that in the moment i was laughing he got angry at me and made me get bad in my other subjects which i have not yet received grades of.
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1Does this answer your question? Does the process of repentance differ significantly based on the sin? – UmH Jan 19 '24 at 04:43
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this is true thanks a lot. – user Jan 19 '24 at 19:38