I am currently at the end my undergraduate / beginning of my graduate degree in pure mathematics.
Next term, I am going to take a reading course with a faculty member in some topic that I am interested in.
I see this as an amazing opportunity, but at the same time I worry that my habits can work against me. Until now, I've rarely stayed after class to ask questions, and I've never gone to office hours. The reason is mainly that I find it hard to ask lecturers for guidance. If I have any question (arising either from not understanding something in class, or from trying to think further about ideas thought in class), I would use the internet or the library.
To be frank, I even find the whole idea a little bit awkward. I find it hard to see how I can find enough "material" to to fill several hours a weak of one-on-one discussions, and I imagine myself having trouble coming up with relevant questions or comments. Of course, much of it has to do with general shyness. But there is also the factor of "knowing how to use guidance", which I believe is a bit more under my control.
I want to make the reading course a valuable experience, and to further my mathematical development through it. What can I do in my part to make the most out of it?